bytwilight's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wha??? It seems my gold membership expires tomorrow. I thought it was sometime in June or July, but, apparently not. I've decided not to renew. I'll still stick around, but not like before. I haven't been writing in here the way I once used to. It's not the same place for me as it was when I started here two years ago. Back then, I needed this diary. I was lonely and bored, and just looking for something. And I found it. It's been a great two years, really. But I just don't need it anymore. I can't bring myself to give up completely, though. I guess I'm just too damn attached to this place. Diaryland is like a bad habit. You just can't give it up unless you go cold Turkey, and I'm no good with turkey. So yeah. I'm still here - sort of. But sort of not. I dunno. Whatever. And I locked byfirstlight. if you'd like the password, EMAIL me and I'll give it to you. But please email - I'm too lazy to respond to guestbook requests. 3:10 pm - 05.02.2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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